Friday, October 14, 2011

True Love


True Love

There are not enough words, to describe the effect u have on me...
You make it easy to be myself, and its you who set me free...
You are just so amazing, I can't believe how good you make me feel...
I was scared this was only just a dream, but you assured me this was real...
When you told me how you really felt, i had difficulty trying to breathe...
My heart began to beat much faster, but you promised me you wouldn't leave...
Every word that you wrote, made me want to be with you so much more...
The thought of you had me trembling, deep down inside my core...
I long to b with u boo, like we envisioned for our first meet...
The thought of my arms around you, with your hand in mine is just so sweet...
Watching the beautiful Cali sunset, and a breeze that is so gentle...
We connect on many levels boo, not yet of the physical, but the mental...
But soon enough you'll be in my arms, falling fast asleep...
I said no harm would come your way, and a promise i always keep...
You're safe with me at all times boo, id never do you wrong...
We've talked about what does not kill you only makes you strong...
You're open and you're willing, to tell me how you truly feel...
You're beautiful, and you care for me, i can hardly believe you're real...
But the day will come when i look into your eyes, and see what you r made of...
And when I realize where your heart lies, I'll know your my true love!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

You're the one who loves wrong


You're the one who loves wrong

What can i say?
what can i do?
all i want is to
redeem myself to you

i know you think its wrong
and at first i thought it might
but how could something wrong
feel so very right?

if you truely love me
then you should be able to see
that even tough you don't agree
this is what makes me happy

but no, you're too selfish
to see past your beliefs
too close-minded to even care

that the love of my life
is what she is
don't speak yet, don't even dare!!!

you let me finish
I'm not done yet
Ive got a bone to pick with y'all

you made me feel
like it was wrong for me to love
but now i know the truth

your the ones
who don't love the right way
your the ones who are wrong!!

theres nothing i can say or do to make you see
that even though you think its not right
this is how i was always meant to be
cause i love her, and SHE is the one who make me happy

Let Me Trust You


Let Me Trust You

Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A guy sent from above
So I’m gonna trust you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
‘Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t too strong
I’m putting my life in your hands
Now it’s all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you forever and always
Just like I was at the start...

I Am Sorry


I Am Sorry

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don?t want to break up and I wish we didn?t have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

Jamie I am sorry we fought
And I love you so much
Please forgive me

Thinking of You


Thinking of You

I cant go to sleep I’m just thinking of you
Thinking of tonight
And all of the feelings coming through
When I’m with you,
There’s nowhere else I want to be
It’s just right
You with me
You make me melt when you kiss me
You make me faint when you touch me
I have all these emotions and I’m not sure why
I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life
Its 2 a.m. and I’m thinking of you
And all the crazy things you do
I’m so happy I want to cry
Just the fact that I’m with my dream guy
Your perfect in everyway
I prayed for someone like you
And God sent you my way
I’m wide-awake thinking of you
You must be an angel
There’s no other explanation
These feelings are real
Not just flirtation
I love being with you
Just watching the stars
Is so romantic with you
I don’t care what anyone else has to say
It’s just you and me
Forever I pray
I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you
These are tears of happiness
Its amazing how one person can transform your life
You’re all I want
Everything else is pointless
I don’t know how I feel
But I know that its forreal
I can honestly say I love you
While I cant go to sleep thinking of you

Thinking of You Far Away


Thinking of You Far Away...

Thinking of you today what great joy you bring,
You're so beautiful like a fresh Tulip in spring.
Oh What warmth you bring my heart,
Miss you so much when we are apart.


I think of you every night and day,
Would like to be with you now if there was a way!
Oh how my heart aches when I cannot see you,
Tears roll down my cheeks like morning dew.


Winter has passed and spring has arrived,
Two months of your LOVE have I been deprived.
Missing your presence in every way,
I LOVE YOU so much what more can I say.


Though these days our eyes do not meet,
Thinking of you still makes my heart beat.
Far you may be like a lost fallen feather,
But close are our heats will always be together.


Times are hard now but soon it will pass,
Then I will be able to see you again at last.
Everything then will be as smooth as butter,
You and I will have our "Happily ever after!"


Thinking of you what great joy you bring,
Your smile like the warm sunshine in spring.

If I Were


If I Were...

If I were a memory I’d hold you there forever
Reminding you of the good times we shared together

If I were a smile on your face I would stay
Never to let sadness chase me too far away

If I were a teardrop I’d roll gently down from your eyes
Not to burn much but to mend your sweet cries

If I were a hand I’d want you to hold me in your own
Carry me through life .. even when I’m grown

If I were feet I would stay inline with you
So I could be with you in all that you do

If I were a shadow I would always follow
We’d face things together in all the tomorrows

If I were pain I’d stay far away from the start
To make sure you never felt me or I never broke your heart

If I were a song I’d be a sweet sound to your ears
To keep up your hopes and carry you through the years

If I were strength I’d give you my all
I’d hold you high and never let your fall

If I were your heart I’d be steady and true
I’d be there in every beat; staying strong for you

If I were the sun I’d shine down upon your face
Illuminate your smile and radiate through your grace

If I were a star I’d sparkle like your eyes
I would look upon your life and never stop my shine

I don’t know how good at those things I could be
I’m not any of them but this I want you to see

If I were a friend I couldn’t let you down
I’d never let you fall or walk away from me with a frown

If I were a friend I would hold your hand
I would be with you always, I hope you understand

If I were a friend I would give you my all
And though it’s not much, I’ll be there when you call

If I were a friend I’d be in every memory too
When you laughed, when you cried, I’d be with you

I CAN be these things, it’s not impossible to be a friend
I CAN be your best and I’ll be here till the end

If I were forever, you would be too
Together forever – me and you…